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Let’s start with the basics:

Full Name: Jamie Marie Yau

(My Actual) Age: 16 years old

My Birthday: January 27

Short Summary of My Life So Far: hmmmm… it sucks so far… not like it was any good to begin with… or maybe it was good.. I don’t know. But to tell you the truth… why should I post my life’s summary on LiveJournal (You can read my entries instead)… not like anyone’s gonna read it anyway.. but if you do, thank you.


Besides that....

There isn't anything special about me... I'm just a normal freshman (soon to be sophmore) in high school. See! Nothing special... I hate who I am. But I love the people who give a shit about me... I am grateful...

And...

I constantly need to be reminded that I'm not forgotten... I need to be reminded that I AM loved... despite my doubts... sigh... I need to be reminded everyday. It makes me feel that things are alright, and the world is not just any fucked up place.

Memories aren't meant to be forgotten... So remember all of the times you've spent with me. 'Cause I know, and you know I won't forget the times we've spent together.



Well.... Here's this thing I filled out online... it has some info about me. so yeah.....

TELL ME ABOUT YO0RSELF - The Survey
Name:	Jamie Marie Yau
Birthday:	January 27
Birthplace:	Northampton, MA
Current Location:	Hastings-on-Hudson, NY
Eye Color:	dark brown
Hair Color:	black/dark brown with an orangey-red glow (hopefully going to be dark blue this summer)
Height:	5 ft. (shut up... I know I'm short!!!)
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right handed
Your Heritage:	unfortunately... I'm pure Chinese..... (most of you know why it's unfortunate.)
The Shoes You Wore Today:	red and white sandals
Your Weakness:	Love (especially when kissed or hugged)
Your Fears:	Losing someone I love... (being dumped, etc.)
Your Perfect Pizza:	Just cheese is fine....
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Do well in school and NOT get kicked out of my own home
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	"LMAO" (laugh my ass off) or "ha ha....."
Thoughts First Waking Up:	damn.....
Your Best Physical Feature:	idk.... I basically hate everything about me. But someone once told me that he likes my eyes because they're dark-colored. So I guess I like my eyes the most.
Your Bedtime:	very random.... I go to sleep when I want to or forced to...
Your Most Missed Memory:	Spring Break (Sunday, April 24 to Friday, April 29, 2005) before my parents yelled at me... it was really fun hanging out with Darrow all week.
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke! Even though I have no preference... I usually drink Coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds..... is this a trick question?
Single or Group Dates:	Single ones are romantic, but group ones are more fun.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton Ice Tea (less sweet... I don't need all that sugar in my system)
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	French Vanilla Coolattas are under the coffee section right???
Do you Smoke:	HELLZ.....no!
Do you Swear:	yes... I'm trying to lower my need to though.
Do you Sing:	yes.... only to myself though!
Do you Shower Daily:	YES!! Once to three times a day... I hate feeling yucky!
Have you Been in Love:	Yes.... and I still am... though with someone else.
Do you want to go to College:	YES! the best one I can get in to!
Do you want to get Married:	Yeah....
Do you belive in yourself:	Not really.... I kinda bring myself a lot... I still try my best.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	No.... but Avery and many others are convinced that I am.
Are you a Health Freak:	Yes and no... I am only when I feel like it.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Only with my mom and that's most of the time. Occasionaly I fight with her.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Only when I'm with my friends and allowed to dance in the rain
Do you play an Instrument:	Used to... heee heee... I sucked though.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes... only one sip of Smirn Off Twisted (Apple Flavor)
In the past month have you Smoked:	NOPE!
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	HELL NO!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yeah.... If you count all the times I went out on Spring Break as one....
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes....
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No... I wish I did though... they're sooooo good
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Yuppers!!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nahhh.... I hate performing in front of people.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope... I just got into a relationship
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	ha ha... but no. sounds like fun though...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yeah, your soul.... and Rafi's sanity
Ever been Drunk:	kind of....
Ever been called a Tease:	yes... but I'm the one being teased most of the time
Ever been Beaten up:	yeah... not badly though...
Ever Shoplifted:	once... wasn't caught either
How do you want to Die:	With someone I love, and in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	A writer.... uh... maybe a teacher
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan and I guess the UK (with Darrow) heee hee....
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Any color.... I usually would fall for a guy because of their eyes whether they're plain or not...
Favourite Hair Color:	BLUE!!! ha ha.... No preference once again....
Short or Long Hair:	doesn't matter.... long hair gets in the way though... you can never see the guy's face most of the time.....
Height:	Taller than me... (that's everyone)
Weight:	Skinny guys would be nice....
Best Clothing Style:	Anything goes... just don't dress like the Chinese "hipsters" of China Town... they scare me... (meaning: NO tight snake-print pants and sparkley mesh shirts)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	Hopefully none.... I didn't! I'm clean!
Number of CDs I own:	My guy can own Rock or J-pop CDs would be nice..... no Rap... PLEASE!!! That's basically what I own...
Number of Piercings:	I have three peircings on each ear and one cartilage on my left ear (On my guy, it doesn't matter... not too many though...)
Number of Tattoos:	as long as they're not threatening or scary looking... (for me, I want a full back tattoo of angel wings and maybe something on my left arm)
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	For me I regret almost everything except my choice of friends... (For my guy, I just hope he doesn't regret meeting me)
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